I am ready...

I wish I won't get lost when I decided to step into the haze between us
I wish I could still realize who I am from the reflection of ur eyes
I wish I was special, unique, and a little bit secret when ur looking at my back
I wish I won't miss every detail...even it's just a flash
I wish I could be glad to remember instead of escaping

Okey...I am here and ready to be hurt.....