2006/05/29

寫完這東西,我想我該看看羅蘭巴特的戀人絮語...

一個人的開心好像比較簡單,多了一個人的快樂,反而會令我感到焦慮不安,在這之中發生的所有,好像都充滿著不確定性,因為不知道什麼時候就會突然消失,又或者消失前的預警被自己的漫不經心給忽略了,日子久了,那種快樂卻被替換成了戰戰兢兢.這種心情上的落差,我不知道自己還能承受幾次.等到那一天累了,連帶著對其他事情也都開始感到倦了,對於這樣的情況我會感到害怕...

2006/05/28

Reykjavik and Buenos Aires

今兒個一早
在我人醒過來但還沒離開被窩前
敲定了繼冰島的雷克亞維克之後的下一個目的地是阿根廷的布宜諾斯艾莉斯
當然我不是何寶榮 身邊也沒有個黎耀輝
想去哪裡也跟他們倆一點關係也沒有 沒有所謂自我投射的狀況發生
只是單純的覺得雷克亞維克跟布宜諾斯艾莉斯
好像兩個人名 一男一女
雷克亞維客是個生性有點頑固有點羞澀的傢伙
而布宜諾斯艾莉斯則讓我想到了偷香裡的麗芙泰勒
就我看來
這兩個人之間好像是有那麼點關係的...很直覺性的這麼覺得
雖然現實中這兩個地方相隔了不知多少萬公里
我只是很好奇他們的關係是什麼....

2006/05/24

Cheers for the fxxking future...


Was sitting in a bar with Mike. We were talking about our plans if we finished this course. Honestly, I dun know how long I could stay here...even I still wanna get a job in london or somewhere else, except going back. The only thing I am 100% sure, at this stage, is that I have no idea of where I will go in the following 5 yrs. In the middle of our conversation, we both suddenly muted......Actually, I dun know the situation of Mike, but I'm now in a gray area or, in fog. I konw the name of my destination but can't find the road..

"We should do something!!" Mike said this after he finished his beer. "Ya, we should," I said before I finished my coke.

Will see!!